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Asalamualaikum and good day everyone. First and foremost, I would love to inform you guys that I have completed my degree last month. The result for last semester had me impressed, and I am thankful for it. My family, friends, and my partner deserve the credit to it, cause they have contributed a lot of motivation, help and assurance while I was struggling mentally and emotionally. Now... how do I say this... To be honest, I find it a bit hard to adjust myself to something that is not 'student' anymore. Too many insecurities and what-ifs have been haunting me, and I know that I need to get it over but, it is easily said than done. Now that I am standing alone without the help from my colleagues, I realize that I have to search and do everything by myself. I have to admit that I was in my comfort zone as I used to receive help from other people. Maybe I am overthinking it, maybe it is not as hard as I thought. ( Tuesday 17 November 2020 @ 02:13 ) Asalamualaikum and hi everyone. I hope whoever you are that reads this article is healthy and happy. I know that pandemic has really affected our lives in any way possible. So am I. My life as a final year student is really affected by this unpredictable event. Never planned that my friends and I would end our degree lives online. Sad, kan? Our last semester is packed with 6 subjects including Academic Exercise, or else known as thesis by most of us. I personally think that AE should be separated from any other subjects, it should have one special semester dedicated for AE only. And today in my Professional Development class, we were discussing about all sorts of intelligence u know, including emotional intelligence, social intelligence, practical intelligence and what not. And my lecturer cried after reading one of my classmates' posting saying that she was sad as we are now working/studying in our supposed resting place; our houses. It is supposed to be a place where we could relax in peace but, this pandemic really gets in our ways right? My lecturer said not only students are feeling such way, lecturers are affected too. They have to juggle between work, house chores, children. Imagine it was hard for orang bujang like us, they must be having a hard time too. Dr also continued saying that in times like this, it is very important for each of us to have a support system. Be it a friend or family members, and it need not to be so many. Just one or two person that we could lean on to take a short break, to catch our breaths. One person came to my mind after listening to her. My partner, A. He was there since day 1 of final semester, giving me support and advice that I really need. He has helped me with my assignments, assuring that I am good enough, he was there by my side all the time. There's no word that I could say to thank him. I really appreciate his existence in my life and I thank God for sending me this person. A always remind me to do my assignment and not to procrastinate. He will always check me up to see if I was okay. And I really thank him for being so patient and so understanding of my current situation. I asked for his understanding if suddenly I fall asleep while texting at night and don't pick up his calls. And A willingly agreed to that. We have never argued (read = bergaduh/merajuk ) for the past 6 weeks! Haha :D I could not wait for this semester to be over. Really, I do. ps: I love you so much sayang. Thank you for everything, for your kindness, for your patience in handling me. I love you to the moon and tak balik balik dah, kita pusing pusing je moon tu <3 Much love, Z Asalamualaikum and good evening everyone. So, I'm writing this post cause my partner-in-crimes hinted about this left-alone blog. Haha. I know I promised to write more but... life is full of other commitments as you are becoming an adult :( Okay okay, hmm. Life after 2014, yea? I was accepted as a TESL student for Foundation level (asasi) in 2015 in UiTM Shah Alam. Met new friends and people and I was lost in finding the real me. I had a really upsetting mindset back then as I was really concerned with other people's opinion on my life. But life during foundation year was one of the happiest moments in my life. After a semester in UiTM Shah Alam, we were transferred to UiTM Dengkil. Life in UiTM Dengkil? THE BEST. The buildings, the environment, friends, the food omg!!!! Spent 5 months with my lovely friends, SUPERGURLS aha (this was Kamy's idea) To be honest, there were so many life-lessons that I have learnt through out my stay in Dengkil with these people. I've hurt them, they have hurt me in some kind of ways, but the most important thing is, we learnt something from it. After foundation ended, it was hard for us to meet each other cause we all live in different states. But, our relationship is still as hot as 1 o'clock in my room (it's hot as hell). Gitew. Ok takat sini je kot dulu. Much love, Z um hello guys, it has been years since my last update on this blog. i would like to say that i might frequent myself writing on this blog again, as i think that would be a good idea to share bits and pieces of my life. so many things have happened during these past five years since secondary school, and i would try to update as many as i can (remember) hehe and there are so many differences and changes in my life too if i find the time to write, i'll write. much love, z Asalamualaikum. Hye. My name is as you know, Zaihasra Mhd Soif. And here I am, writing this entry in a cold morning, but I'm gonna do it anyway. Ok, this entry is a tribute to a male Korean singer, whose name is not that popular but he is well known in so many Korean music programs. AHHAH! you can't imagine how happy I was on that particular day. ok I'll tell you the story from the start. When I was in Sarawak, I remember watching King Mask Singer as an entertainment on the evening while I was eating my dinner. I watched this episode (47), and listened to the contestants singing on the screen. but, there was this one guy, a singer, who successfully grabbed my heart by singing a lovely song called, Time Spent Walking on Memories.
It was revealed in that music program that his name was Kim Feel. That song is not his. It is belong to a Korean band, called Nell. (you can check them out here here) Okay. so, I want this song badly to be in my walkman ok. I looked for this song in mp3 version but I COULDN'T FIND THE DECENT ONE WITHOUT THE AUDIENCE AND JUDGES VOICES!! after months of listening to the extract of the video... I decided to send a direct message to Kim Feel's personal Instagram account. yeah babes, I requested him to do a studio version of that song. A cover. and I didn't expect him to reply or to really do it because, hey, he is a KOREAN SINGER whom I never met, and is (of course) a busy person. Plus, we're not even in the same country and I couldn't (yet) speak in his language. BUT! THERE'S A BIIIGGGGGGG BUT. (my highschool english teacher's favourite phrase) HE DID SING THE SONG!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!! I STILL FEEL THE CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE WHEN I WRITE THIS ENTRY OK!!!!!!! SO NICE OF HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! on 31st of October 2016, he posted a snippet and a picture of him singing the song in his studio and man... that was the happiest day of my life!!!!!!!
*why would you believe that he sing that song for you? hello? are you the Queen of Malaysia?
or her girlfriend? you're not even in his country you idiot*
ok ok ok.
You guys probably don't believe what I had said, but believe me, I didn't believe it either.
Here's the reasons on why I believe that he responded to my message by giving (me) and his fans
that snippet.
Number one. That episode of King Mask Singer was broadcast on February 2016. The actual
filming was probably on late January.
Number two. I've looked everywhere... for that song but no cover was made by him. (which was sad).
Lets say, if he wanted to do a cover after he sing it on that music prog, I believe he had already made
it and posted it on his Youtube account.
BUT NAHHHH.... what I believe might be 99% true. He read my message and decided to do a cover
because why? BECAUSE HE IS A NICE PERSON AFTER ALL!!!!
okay. I'm done. Bless you Kim Feel. I'll love you 'till the end.
Love,
Zaihasra Mhd Soif (자이핫스라)
your Malaysian fan.
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