profile.18yo. Muslim. Daughter of Mhd Soif. Love's.
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? A tribute to a Korean singer, Kim Feel.
? The cold yet serene breeze
? series of my #wickedthoughts
? Leo and Aquarius
? The story of me and my ex.
? The Ups and Downs
? "In his favorite black tshirt"
day of my life. The second falls for the day I lost my sister's camera, which was on my graduation day (form 3).
Ok, back to the topic. It was because of a really small thing. Nowadays Malaysia is so hot we literally
sweating after taking shower. And, that morning I helped my mom at the shop, I cooked lunch and I
swept the floor so that noon I needed a break. I was sweating like hell.
My mom planned to go to the town and it is my duty to drive her there. I said to my mom that "we don't have to rush things" and I wanted to cool down first. And I'm pretty sure she heard that. So, as I was
walking to the bathroom I saw my mom already finished getting ready.
She said furiously to me, "If I'm done, I'll just go without you." and to be honest, I was mad at that time.
The urge to answer her back was really hard to resist, but I kept it inside my mind.
Ok, to make things short my mom left me and went to the town alone when I was performing my zuhur
prayer. When I finished reciting the doa, I looked outside of the windows and tara! My mom had already left.
I cried. Not because of she left me behind, but the fact that she didn't understand and appreciate to what
I had done that morning. I was left with bewilderment, anger and frustration.
Bla bla bla. My mom wheedled me with Kinder Bueno that I really really love. and now we are okay.
AND THIS ALSO BRINGS ANOTHER PROBLEM WHICH IS, MY BROTHER!
(fxck my life)
I posted the picture of that Kinder Bueno on my Twitter and just now my brother 'likes' it.
and that was nothing until.........................
I saw his tweet saying, "It hurts me. But I just keep it to myself. You have always got everything that you
wanted while I... Yeah, who am I compared to you. It's okay, I understand."
AND I KNOW THAT TWEET WAS FOR ME.
but, i don't have the energy to fight over another small things. Ignorance is a bliss.